Friday, January 21, 2011
{ 7:44 AM }
hello .
just got back from camp .
and guess what ? its my last camp in CTSS :(( so sad .
but atleast ive prety much enjoyed it :)
two stuffs i enjoyed very the much ; Salsa and Nighthike .
AWESOME MUCH .
SALSA
atfirst , i was excited+nervous as i heard that we had to partner guys and the instructors will pair us up .
and worse was , earlier , Rakesh had booked me to dance with him .
i was like , wth -.- im dead .
but then soon after dancing with him , i got the hang of it , and i enjoyed it and , whoah , Rakesh can carry my weight . wow !
haha , totally enjoyed Salsa-ing . felt like wanting to join their Salsa lessons . best .
NIGHT HIKE
for the first time in every other camps or sch activities , 5A2 finally bonded like hell lot .
it was fun to be united .
and when preparing for the mrt challenge , we got to know who was our class alumni facilitator .
he's cute . he has dimples. and owns a tattoo at his biceps .
i asked him for his name and he said McKnight , i didnt believe as i want his real name ,
atlast he admitted he was Darren .
and so after that it was my turn to play hard for him to get my name . HAHA !
telling him i was miley gave out that everyone's name i said was a lie XD
how cute is he .
as i carried the haversack which contains food and drink ration the whole time ,
everyone kept worrying and kept asking me if im okay .
its weird . the bag was not that heavy for me okay . it was normal . honestly .
the walk was damn freaking long and far and scary and tiring + alott of steps .
mostly scary as it was dark and 12am+ and before that Darren told us alott of ghost stories . haha ! thanks to him lo .
then we reached sch at 4+-5 .
me aini and jinmei wanted to shower , but as we scared it will get crowded , so we decided to bathe at eight .
we went back to class to get ready for sleep .
eight of the girls slept on the tables which they made into a big rectangle .
while i slept on the teachers desk :D special case right ? somemore got personal fan eventhough its switched off :p
me and aini couldnt get to sleep until around 6+ but surprisingly wokeup at 7 .
so since we woke up alrdy , we went to shower lo . the water was freezing cold .
after shower , we still had two and half hours left to spend time before breakfast which was at ten .
we loitered awhile , lie down on our tables and unknowingly fell asleep for 10minutes .
after breakfast was our alumni talk .
for the first time when someone gave a speech , i didnt feel sleepy . cos it was quite meaningful .
"Would you pick that S$100 note if its crushed, stepped and soaked in muddy water?
Pick it, as it still has its value .
Just like you and me !" - Sun Ya Huan .
after that its Darren McKnight personal speech to his one and only 5A2 .
it is so sweet that he took the time to type it all out to his phone and read it to us .
even before he read it , i was already wanting to cry sia .
i knew it was going to be a goodbye , always hated goodbyes :(
he mentioned quite a number of the guys name . and the last name was mine . the only girl he mentioned .
it went something like this ;
"last is a girl . she was the first girl in the class to talk to me . she dian . dian wher you ? raise up your hand . ehy diam , diam ? actually the haversack for guys to carry right ? but ystrdy she carried the heavy bag all throughout the night hike . she still can say she happy to carry it . usually i would tease women for being a women . but she's not . she's a strong women ."
when he said all that , he almost made me cry sia , but i tried my best holding it back .
it does suck to leave that someone which you have bonded with and not knowing when else you gonna meet them :'(
overall the camp was a BLAST !
and i might consider of coming back to help out in camps nextyear or years to come . it was awesome .
the alumnis made it AWESOME . thankyou alumni's . and teachers who called them back :)
{ 7:41 AM }
45 things a girl wants for but wont ask for.
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.
You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love ..
found this at Diana's bloggie . its somehow true though .
Sunday, January 2, 2011
{ 8:55 AM }
hello sayang , dahdah , jangan mrajuk , blogging about us kayy ? hahah !
now you must pujuk cos lastlast i must blog myself . hmphf . :P
haha , iloveyou baby .
our SEVENTH is coming . whoah , and its the first day of school. hmm ....
i hope things really goes well on that and wont make any of us spoil our mood :)
im sorry im gonna have to ditch malay dance .
ilovemyboyf too yknow , and im dying to meet him really :(
i want his hugs and kisses , imisshimsomuch .
kay i dah tatawu want to write ape lagi . heheh :p
iloveyou MR FOURTH , Spideykidd , hot guy , Prince handsome :))))
ps : MUHD FADHLI BIN ALI forever mine ♥
Saturday, January 1, 2011
{ 6:28 AM }
hello . its been so long since i blogged :)
i like the picture above , cos my fringe looks nice and lookie ! boyf's neckie ! :D
imisshim really :(
its been one week since we met :(
i know we live near , buuuuuuttt ...,
i dont really have the ticket to step outside yknow .
but im alrright with it . i hope he is too :/
well 2010 is over so i hope 2011 will be abetter year *fingercrossed*
let the bygones be bygones . bear that in mind people :)
boyf is kinda naked i know .
ilovehimsomuch
andand i hope , we will last much more longer .
tenyears rmmbr boyf ?
tenyears to our wedding . i'll hold on with you dear :')
imissyou every minute youre not with me :(
hm .
aint they all such beautiful ladies ? iknowright :')
each of them is prettaayy , even cikgu halimah . and imissed them too .
from what nazeera told me , its like , alott of changes was made in dance , and im upset to here that :(
really , if cikgu halimah cant nag at us anymore , how are we gonna improve ?
all the good kakaks are gone , its up to you all now .
with these kinds of attitudes we get from the lower secs ,
dance wouldnt be much of fun and laughters anymore :(
imissedyouall , i misseddancing , i even miss cikguhalimah's nags :(
i promise to try my best to dance this year kay ?
these people are my best sentosa cliques .
maybe because of one particular guy .
well , imma talk about him .
i hope boyf and all wont mind me saying all this .
AMRI HAMZAH .
this guy had change my live and made big impact on it .
tenth march 2010 , was the day finally i fell really in love and was on cloud nine evry single day .
but when he left , i really felt useless .
but looking back ,
hey , aint that bad , he made me stronger now .
i got over him , and living happily with my life with my boyf who's his bestf :)
who say we cant date our ex boyf's bestf ? im proving to you that we can .
and we even last ! :D
so , amri , eventhough sometimes i may think about you and adiks may talk about you ,
we miss you really ,
but this phrase 'aw , he got someone who's not like me at all , so why care?' made me got through all that .
so im not at lost here amri , you are :)
and let me remind you , your bestf is far , far much more better than you and ilovehim :D
so buhbye 2010 , buhbye past memories that will always live in my heart and will always be cherish . appreciated the efforts of people who made me smile , made me strong , guided me through evrything and made my life worthwhile :) iloveyouall , ilovemylife , ilovemyboyf , iloveAllah . thankyou for the life youve given me :')
