dyou feel me ? dyou know how much it hurts when you treat me like this ?

dyou know how it sucked knowing that you were once mine , but you dumped me just for her . why dyou have to do all this ? why cant you justtell me that you dont love me anymore and that you set you had your heart on someone else? why dyou have to go through all the shit just so you could have her ? i couldve made it easier for you . and i know im already no one to you . infact nothing at all . dont have to tell me . i know . but i still have feelings too . im a human . i didnt scold you vulgarities all shit so you dont have to do that to me . i know where i stand . for all i know now , im hoping for something , infact someone , that obviously wouldnt return . but i dont mind . it makes me hppy . somtimes .

yknow i didnt expect that you would do this to me . always thought you will always be the nicest guy and we would last till ten years . always been scared tht i would be the one who treats you like this .

buut ..., well , i dont know who to blame . cos currently , im blaming myself .

and fyi back at ya , you are no the same as amri .

when we're together , you are way much better than him .

in terms of breakup , you really really crushed my little heart .

and yeah , im punishing myself for it .

one big blow for my fragile heart . gee thanks .